Saigon, I'm still only in Saigon

Saigon,

Shit …

I’m still only in Saigon

Every time, I think I’m gonna wake up back in the jungle

When I was home after my first tour, it was worse

I’d wake up and there’d be nothing

I hardly said a word to my wife until I said yes to a divorce

When I was here,

I wanted to be there

When I was there,

all I could think of was to get back into the jungle

I’m here a week now

Waiting for a mission

Getting Softer

Every minute I stay in this room,

I get weaker

And every minute Charlie squats in the bush,

he gets stronger

Each time I looked around,

the walls moved in a little tighter

Everyone gets everything he wants.

I wanted a mission.

And for my sins, they gave me one …